it's midnight, cinderella

dear friends,

where the hell are you? this summer has been so lonely! i'm sorry. this is not your fault. i know this. it's my own damn fault. i've got class from 9am-11am and then 1pm-3pm. after that i go straight to work, either at the cafe or at the gelato stand downtown. except for thursdays. thursdays i don't have work, so i actually have a bit of time to myself. time that i have to spend at the grocery store or doing laundry. if there's time after that, i can go to the gym. but really, i haven't had time to eat dinner recently anyway, so what's the point?

I think the problem with relationships these days is that women want to be wanted, whereas boys just want. want food. want sex. want what they want. no explanation needed. no strings attached. We girls, however, want to be wanted. we want men to be absorbed by our presence. we want them to be blind to the other women in the room. We want one man who will worship our existence without being a pushover. we're about quality. men are about quantity. It may be cliche, but Christina's got a point. The guy gets all the glory the more he can score, while the girl can do the same and then you call her a whore.

but really, no one will stop believing in happily ever after.